Once upon a time, there was an Alien Princess who seemed living in the perfect world, having a perfect life. She had her own expectation for her life as if she lived in her own world. She was smart, but egoist. She was full of motivation, but too much ambitious. She was friendly, but easily got hurt. And she was warm, but she believed that being cold was prestigious. She was popular with everyone, she was successful in almost everything she did, and everyone thought she was the happiest person in the world. Because everyone trusted her, she always got a chance to change everything she wanted to in that perfect world. For about four years she lived in that situation with a very satisfying atmosphere. She was expected to live in that perfect world for only four years. But there were some circumstances which made her stayed longer. That beautiful world became a place from where she hardly wanted to get out in the end. The beautiful world she used to stay, in the end was changed to be a horrible castle in where she had to stay.
You see, this girl had a normal life. Her life wasn’t as perfect as everyone thought. She had to stay longer than everyone whom she usually walked with. At that moment finally everyone saw her as a normal girl, living a normal life. However, she was still a princess in her family. She had a caring family, who always supported her. She was also still an alien for her own self. Sometimes she felt she wasn’t who she was. She became someone who she ignored herself. She changed to be someone who she even didn’t know who she really was. Yet, she always tried getting back to be whom she wanted to be.
As a child, she was determined to somehow change the world when she would grow up. Unconciously, that beautiful-which-became-horrible-world had made her grew up. So she grew up, but then she realized that changing the world which has been settled for a very long time wouldn’t be as easy as she thought before. Even she still had a big dream waiting for being accomplished, she became more considerate to choose the next destination she would step her feet. She realized that she had to change herself before she wanted to change the world. She was expected to be smart, but not egoist. She was expected to be full of motivation, but not too much ambitious. She was expected to be friendly, but not easily got hurt. And she was expected to be warm, without trying to be cold anymore.
She should've believed one thing. Because she stayed longer than others, it didn’t mean she was stupid. She had to get her confidence up. That’s why she was expected to be smart (again) and full of motivation. Also, she had ever met cold people who unfriendly explained something to her. She didn’t like being treated in that way. Thus she hardly tried to become warm and friendly. She decreased her egoism, ambition, and easily-get-hurt feeling because she realized that everyone had their own life. They had reasons for what they did. And they had reasons to do what they had to do. Somehow, everyone was fighting their own battles with their own souls. So did she.
Then finally, she successfully rebuilt her world to be beautiful again. Her world now was even more beautiful than the past. She made it beautiful by believing it was. She believed that happiness was a state of mind. Thus she always tried to keep her mind that way. And the big point was that she trusted Allah. She believed that Allah would give her more than enough if she believed in Him. Then she got! She could get out from her beautiful-which-became-horrible-world gladly in the greatest time.
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